I wish I could forget, I wish I could forget. But you can’t unknow once you know.
See you have this chronic problem, which is the tragedy of existence, and you can ignore it and pretend like it going to go away, but it’s not. It’s only going to get worse. And there’s absolutely nothing you could conceivably do to solve this problem
Oh how I wish I was just a dumb cat or goldfish, enjoying life in a field or a nice pond somewhere.